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Since childhood, I know that I have given beauty of nature and shape. As the only female child by the end of the Elder Erastus Malyamkono (the street was known as Elder Swahili) I was dekezwa I dekeka. Brothers were nichunga you think eyeball such, and nothing I desired that I got it. I tried to keep my dignity and honor of the family, particularly the issue of men. I finished fourth in Bwiru Form Mwanza and later join the school of the Sisters of the Precious Blood in Kifungilo Lushoto. Until I begin to form five I was still a virgin.
Before that many young people in local areas Isamilo were me and kunifukuzia. I miss the depth Maiko, John, Diamonds and Mugisha (had a great shape and kakichwa little, you think he has no neck) of the floors at the Bank as they were nisarandia. I was a comedian and I did not have any pride. Was my chem chem words and promises, but the underwear kuwavulia !! I ate their money perch vi n (a kujinoma to tuzawadi twao.) Mademu many local there were hated so much, and they did not hide their envy. Many who were asking me were older children (among them the son of the judge included the famous and the other was the son of a RPC). I remember one who maize and was nifukuzia that bad. I felt I was the queen of heaven I measured the earth every nipitapo.
Was it in Lushoto there I enjoyed for the first time tasted the heat of love. It was the second holiday that I met with Peter J Shekitondo (Loved called PJ). Our bus stood there a tool for acquiring food before continuing our journey to Moshi. He was a worker in the Usambara Hotel, one of the famous hotels at Mombo. I had stayed at the same table with my two friends; Sakina Mwanakibili (son of MP) and Grace Chambi (son of Secretary of the Ministry, who her boyfriend was one MP).
As we shook chat, we interrupted our conversation with a tall boy, who was wearing jeans and a T-Shirt made of "Daytona Beach" bosom. She was so attractive to all three, we find ourselves lost in the flow of ideas seconds.
"Your News" Alitusalimia with a heavy voice gently
"Powa" Tulimjibu together while we pretend we do not care about "You are willing to import anything" She asked again, staring at the kutupokeza.
"Give us a few minutes" I said on behalf of my colleagues, who agreed for the whole time we were chatting neither we watched the menu board.
"Clara" Grace called me
"What?" I responded
"Why do not you looked rind of people will think you want to devour!" He told me
"None is, I was just off" I responded, if they know how far I was !!
"Aha!" Walihamaki both deny that they did not believe my words. When he returned again made known to us by name and take our order.
We ate in quickly as we began to hear the horns of our then begins to cry. As usual we see the driver sat and ate one girlfriend, we have to hurry. When we finished eating we were preparing to leave. Before we even came out we heard someone calling us.
"Sorry depth sister" She is PJ Shekitondo.
"What else" We asked if we wondering maybe you've forgotten something.
"Sister you" was shown me, "allow me to ask you something" he said. Tukasogea chamber. Came to me in hearing his body temperature and moved whisper something.
"From here to the hotel and go into my eyes were you, I wish tufahamiane" He told me a sly voice broke broke all restrictions I had. I could not believe that a man can touch me emotionally that way.
"Why our bus is about to leave" I responded with a shy little kudengua
"Not you read Kifungilo" He replied, whom he already know I am a student.
"How do you know? Do we have a mark on repayment? "I responded to shame.
"Did I see you, you come Mazinde On the debate" He replied. The bus driver came out and towards the bus. Nilazime knew me to decide quickly.
"Listen to John" I said, "I go back to school again next month in the middle, maybe we communicate at the time or what?" I said.
"Poa only" He replied.
He took a piece of paper and write down his phone number and told me that the day I call her way back to meet. I promised that I phoned when I returned from vacation. I ran the plant bus. My friends were looked up in amazement how my face was shining with shame and modesty. Wakataka niwasimulie happened. I waited eagerly to return from vacation days.
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As I wait for the anticipated holiday AWAY. I najisomea books, watching TVS (especially Oprah) and MTV, etc. However, my thoughts were for only PJ. I do not know what will happen if I see him, I do not know yet he showed me ask me ... I think I kazovaa clothes and if put Rasta hair or kalikiti. In my dirt nimwazia ideas naked in front of me !!, do it big nanihi how much !! I do not know niiguse or not. Often I find I laughed myself. In all these had to accept myself that I had no expertise in the field. I have never had sex with any man. I felt shivering because maybe PJ thinks I have ever been with a man and that he expects nimwonyeshe powerful things in bed. What if I botch? Nikatamani old days where the girls were going to be taught by initiation initiation !! I do not know where to start, I thought to myself. I say clearly that many things will I learned from the newspaper "Congratulations" in its class of Hollywood and many books will. However, I discovered that there is more to learn alternative actions. Decided that I was going to see Bupe sister.
Bupe was deep among sisters who will changamkia business. Was introduced to him by my classmates when we read Bwiru. Some students Bwiru were connected to Bupe and vibosile of Mwanza and were met at the home of da Bupe Pasiansi not very far from the Mwanza airport. Bupe sister was like a girls' owners. Every weekend we get permission to go to town, many were ended by Bupe. Nilipopewa position that I refused and did not return. But I muwazia PJ I realized that no one else can help me more than Bupe sister. I locked the trip on Thursday and rising vi- Express bus that is the Mwanza to Pasiansi. Since it was during the holidays, I did not expect to find "many guests there". There was a Toyota car with the emblem of the "Archdiocese of Mwanza" parked in the courtyard. Nilipobisha amazed, not another person who opened the door but Bupe sister. I did not want to know what the car of State engages with assistant.
"Welcome, how can I help you?" He replied without indicating whether he nikumbua or not.
"Hail da Bupe" Nilimsalimu I call my knee a little in the style of pushing.
"We stopped kunizeesha, what things?" Rather than responding "very well" he niyeyushia type. That day he was wearing khaki shorts and was dressed well iliyomkaa T-shirt with the red color of sparkling text says, "PlayGirl".
"Hunikumbuki, da Bupe" I asked. We were still standing at the door.
"Remind me then do not tell me you are my brother," he said laughing.
Nilimkumbusha how I met him for the first time when I read Bwiru as just a few years ago. He wanted to know kilichonileta at him, I explained in detail how I will find I am crossroads. I asked the help of his advice. Akanikaribisha inside, in the well-decorated living room with elegant sofas and furniture of all kinds.
"That is you want to train sex" He asked
"Yes, and more how to please a man" I said
"Ok, I'll teach may mean but" He told me
"How many shillings?" I asked
"Only twenty shillings eflu" He told me without losing breath. I agreed.
He said that the return on the money the next day, and be ready for the first lesson litakalohusisha I have broken my virgin. I returned home I SIA relief but with concern. I did not know if my decision was reasonable or not. However, I say to himself, "water coming yavulia clothes, you do not budo uyaoge". Nimeyavulia clothes, I'm ready kuyaoga.
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